Protected: From Dreamgirl To Doormat – This is My Story (Part IV – End) [Hint: My last gift from him]March 17, 2010
Baby, this song is for you.
You tried to give me what I wanted, but what you gave me was never enough. I thought you could do better. I guess it’s true.. We’re just not meant to be. I just hope you know that I will always love you no matter what.
We have always been and will always be compatible as just friends and nothing more. Like he said, we just didn’t like each other very much. Not the real us anyway. There were so many characteristics to him that I could not stand nor comprehend, and likewise. We were emotionally incompatible.
I thought it would be hard to go back to being friends after our half year episode of trials and tribulations but I guess I was wrong. The strong feelings of love that we used to have for each other is now buried six feet underground. That makes things easier for the both of us.
There was just too much heartache and pain, anger and resentment, and every other negative emotions between us during the last months of our relationship. These make it impossible to have things back on track or to pick up where we had left off but what happiness we found in each other would be a strong foundation to remain as the closest of friends.
I now understand that the “clash period” was when we were together. This means we were never meant to be more than just friends. I’m happy that things have worked out between us. The both of us will definitely be happier this way. Now the only thing that’s bothering me is Japan. I’m still wondering if it would be awkward for us and for those around us if I went. Doesn’t matter.. I’ve about 1 week to make up my mind!
Suggestions are welcome.. I know that you guys are reading my blog! 😛
I finally have the closure I needed. Thank you.
What we had was love though it wasn’t smooth sailing or easy. But though you may not be sure now, what we had then was real. Even towards the end it was the only thing that kept us going.. but I know you don’t remember it.
I hope you’ll heed my advice and seek one who will be able to help you with your problem. I’m sure your woman friend would be able to.
Have a great time with your friends next month and do not forget to return what is mine once you return. Do make sure you minus off my share. Take your time. Just please remember.
I wish you well, dear friend. I hope that all your obstacles will you soon overcome and may your biggest problem be dealt with. After you come back, my lines are always open to you should you need someone to talk to.
Good luck! And God bless!